not that we waken
        but that we waken alone
not that we ache
        but that we ache without reason
not that we hunger
        but that there is food before us
not that we cry
        but that no one hears
not that we speak
        but that none understands
not that we work
        but that nothing is done
not that we love
        but that love is denied
not that we dream
        but that we dream in vain